Archytas (palidamors) wrote,

coming to terms

so imagine the five worst words you could possibly wake up to.
those words would probably be "do you still love me?"
imagine now, the worst word that could follow, because that word is a lie.
that word is "yes".

it is coming close to two years, and i still think about her every day. i wake up to thoughts of 'what could have been' and 'what if' and 'maybe if i'd done...'

no, i do not miss her. but i do miss having... someone.

i fear being alone, but the only other thing i fear is not being alone.
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